Mamnoo 'ol Khorouj

i have this dream occasionally, more of a nightmare really, that somehow I landed at Mehraabaad Airport in the middle of the night and all by myself, without any Iranian currency, without a cell phone and without anyone's address! It's very scary actually. Somehow I end up taking a taxi to Meydooneh Vanak, where the driver drops me off abruptly and I am supposed to find my way around based on a distant memory of the streets...

As I try to remember how to walk from Meydooneh Vanak to Mirdaamaad, I feel confused, unsafe, lost and trapped. I feel like I could never leave this place...I think I am finally "Mamno'ol Khorouj"! I am stuck here forever...

I then wake up with much anxiety, look around and make sure I am still in my bed in California...where my home is.