Holding on to its body

Sam died.

They sent Sam II, with a coffin for Sam to be deposited into and sent back. First of all, it took me a whole week to actually pull the plug and de-activate him. And now, I have had Sam's dead body in my car for a week and I refuse to bury him in the coffin and send him back. Not yet.

I am still holding on to him...attachments can be fatal. I guess what bugs me is that I had just learned his ways, recently familiarized myself with his little nuances or what not...and now I have to start all over again...

And again, and again...