Just as soon as i begin to think i am staying here, something else happens. I mean, i even got a Fullerton Library card--public library-- for God's sake, as a means of settling down.

Why do i have such trouble with settling down? I can't run away for the rest of my life. I would be running away from me...and it's an oxymoron...you take yourself with you, where ever you go, Unfortunately, that is.