North Wind

Tonight I intentionally skipped yoga which I have been religiously attending every week for the past four months. Instead, I made pasta and indulged, while watching the movie Chocolat...the story of a gypsy woman and her illegitimate daughter who travel from town to town and village to village curing people with homemade chocolate...traveling with the North Wind each time. But one day when the wind knocks at her door to take her away, she finally resists and refuses to go. She decides that it's time to stay.

My North Wind is is knocking again too these days. I am not sure if I should resist him to give in. This time it came unexpectedly once again, always a surprise.

I am not responding to him now. In fact, I told the answering machine to take a msg. I have to contemplate on this one.

I have to pray this time...

I have to meditate on it...

To leave or not to leave?