nothin to lose

After a couple of days into it, it hit me that i have been here before. At least twice: the first time, I bought my first car before having a job yet... the second time, I moved out on my own before getting approved for my loan. All along, hoping, praying and envisioning that it will work out.

This is what you do when you've got nothing to lose because you've seen even worst.

Yes, this is a much familiar place.