Addicted to Poverty

I was sober for exactly four months this time. I made money. I wasn't poor.

Then, I relapsed again.

Addiction takes all kinds of different forms. Poverty is one of them. I am addicted to poverty because it is familiar zone, because it feels as though I belong there more than anything, because sometimes when I have too much money in the bank, I don't know what to do with it.

It's ok. Addicts are always welcome to go back to sobriety.