1500 Purdue Ave.

i have this dream--a nightmare really- that we failed and as a result, we are all back at the 1500 Purdue Ave. apartment in LA. It's a horrific feeling...sometimes I can't even breathe in my nightmare and I can feel the walls coming closer to me, trapping me in that place forever.

I have this nightmare repeatedly.

the truth is we did fail...badly, But instead of being back at Purdue, we are scattered all over the world. I wonder which one is better? at least, at Purdue, mom cooked a warm dinner and we were all together.

who is to be blamed? or is it just life as usual?